It had
been a tough few years. My dog
died. I broke my wrist and had to have
surgery. A roof leak repair tore apart
my studio walls and floor. My husband
got laid off. We were doing our best and
I took every gig that came along to help make ends meet.
One
thing I knew in my heart even as my mind raced with fear, I would not give up
on my art.
I’d
been showing and selling my copper and screening masks and mixed media work for
almost a decade. But it was open studios
that helped me stay on the art path and find my way back to clay.
I
opened my studio that weekend hoping to see new people, buoy my spirits and
make a little money selling copper jewelry and masks. I did all of that, but it was the
encouragement and generosity of my visitors that helped me the most.
One
couple, who had bought several of my masks at gallery shows, stopped by and
noticed my clay sculptures scattered about my studio and home. They asked why they hadn’t ever seen them before. I told them, honestly, I’d given up on clay
because I couldn’t afford to pay to have the clay fired and I didn’t have my
own kiln.
Then,
something amazing happened: the man gave me his kiln. And months later, when I went to haul it
home, he insisted I take his electric wheel, too. My mind told me no, but my heart said yes.
I
scraped together enough cash from my open studio sales to pay an electrician to
put in a 220 line for the kiln and an kiln expert to do an inspection.
I used
the kiln months later to fire some new clay masks, but the wheel was pushed
into a corner of the garage collecting dust.
You see, I’d had wheel throwing classes as a teenager. I failed miserably. I walked away from the wheel, embarrassed and
turned to hand building, which I did well.
I told myself that I had to have wheel throwing classes to use the wheel
and at the time, I couldn’t afford them.
A year
went by and I just started teaching a mask making class that made me exactly
the same amount of money as one wheel throwing class. Even though times at home were still tough, I
decided I would sign up for that one class.
The day I was to start class, my husband got a full-time job. I was able to take two years of classes.
Now
many years have passed. My life has changed
for the better in so many ways. My wrist
is healed and strong. I have Jilly, my
lovely lab in my life. My husband is happy working at what he loves and so am
I. I still make masks and mixed media
pieces. But because of open studios I,
now know that I can throw in clay, after all.
So when
you open your studio, remember to open your heart as well, because you never
know what wonderful people you’ll meet and amazing things that might happen for
you, too.